[in the moment, the moment's end. in the end, the moment. either way, haru's answer is a non-answer. blame it on years of doing whatever he wanted, beholden to no one except the smallness of the town and the world protected within that. is he happy? an uncharacteristic tension feels like lashing out in him, whipcord smart and hard and full of other sharp misguided sentiments. not inclined towards things like fear or over-meditation on what he has no control over, the issue becomes not how to solve but what.
/are you happy?/
no, he thinks.
rin's voice seems far away and right in his ear when he thinks back to the locker room. his team seems far, far off.
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[in the moment, the moment's end. in the end, the moment. either way, haru's answer is a non-answer. blame it on years of doing whatever he wanted, beholden to no one except the smallness of the town and the world protected within that. is he happy? an uncharacteristic tension feels like lashing out in him, whipcord smart and hard and full of other sharp misguided sentiments. not inclined towards things like fear or over-meditation on what he has no control over, the issue becomes not how to solve but what.
/are you happy?/
no, he thinks.
rin's voice seems far away and right in his ear when he thinks back to the locker room. his team seems far, far off.
haru himself doesn't know what he is.
but he won't answer that question.]