[ this place just keeps getting better and better.
rin is at the pool, sitting at its edge and staring across its placid surface, lulled into quiet by the ripples that begin and begin and begin and never quite end. he nearly jumps out of his skin when his cerevice notifies him of the new message. it's a moment of blank reading and rereading until the words solidify into meaning.
i messed up is what he types out, then deletes the message with a few violent jabs of his thumbs. it's an odd reversal of the first conversation he'd had with makoto, tellus's reality making truth and fiction the same. ]
that's not fair it's not like i wanted to forget him
[ he doesn't know how much makoto has figured out. doesn't know where haru is. doesn't know whether he should go searching for him in the first place -- he'd seen that spark of genuine fear in haru's eyes. maybe it makes him a coward, but he's not ready to face it again. ]
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rin is at the pool, sitting at its edge and staring across its placid surface, lulled into quiet by the ripples that begin and begin and begin and never quite end. he nearly jumps out of his skin when his cerevice notifies him of the new message. it's a moment of blank reading and rereading until the words solidify into meaning.
i messed up is what he types out, then deletes the message with a few violent jabs of his thumbs. it's an odd reversal of the first conversation he'd had with makoto, tellus's reality making truth and fiction the same. ]
that's not fair
it's not like i wanted to forget him
[ he doesn't know how much makoto has figured out. doesn't know where haru is. doesn't know whether he should go searching for him in the first place -- he'd seen that spark of genuine fear in haru's eyes. maybe it makes him a coward, but he's not ready to face it again. ]